Singles Awareness Day. That's today. Well it's only been Valentines day for the past twenty-some minutes but still, it counts. It's like 3:30 for Ben so I wasn't expecting any sort of text message or anything obviously. I just am scared that I'll go through all day tomorrow and he won't text me at all. On Valentine's Day. All he has to say is "Hey :)" to me and I'll be happy as a clam. So...fingers crossed!
I don't want to initiate because so far I've initiated a good 3/4ths of the conversations. And I don't want him to know how much I like him because that would potentially wind up with me crying in my dorm room and writing a song called "Deja Vu". Ooh I like that idea...well at least I've found the silver lining on the thundercloud headed my direction.
Okay I need to stop being negative. He started the only conversation we had today. What am I freaking out about.
Also he said to me less than a week ago "You can always trust me." And he meant it too.
He's also told me that I am the only person for him. Well more on that later =)
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