This first week back is already so hectic and crazy. From new teachers and classes to dance placements to freshmen moving in to turning in projects to everything in between, it's actually been difficult to find time to do things.
When I arrived Sunday afternoon I wasn't at the Strat for any more than an hour when I got a text from Ben asking if I was back yet (so cute). So I went to his room and we just hung out and talked and joked around for a while before I left. Then last night (Monday night) he texted me telling me to come over and hang out with him so I did for a bit but he was exhausted. Btw he just cut his hair and he was lying in bed with a black wife beater on, and I swear he has got to be the most attractive person I've ever known. It is so hard for me to cuddle with him and stare at him so close and not completely lose control. Props to me. Anyways we kind of just talked and cuddled for 20 minutes before I left. And then tonight he texted me at 8:30 but I was napping so I responded when I woke up and went over to his room from 11:30-1:00. And all we did was lie there cuddling. And I kissed him a couple times but he wouldn't open his lips because he didn't want to start anything. Which, again, is so difficult because ....well imagine it! There's the person you are most attracted to inches from your face staring into your eyes (you also like them a lot) and you just had a 10 day break which makes it feel as if you haven't seen them in forever. I haven't updated this blog in a while because I've kind of been waiting for something interesting to happen, but for the time being we're just on (a wonderfully happy) autopilot, so there's no real updates for the time being.
It's almost 3:00 I should probably go to bed. Haha Matt's snoring. I'm do glad that he and I are on good terms again. Well I'll write about that on my other blog right now, then I'll sleep. Gnight my selected army of faithful blog-followers =)
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